I’ve seen you before is what I had said
I thought about it hard within my head
Finally, I remembered the game store
Nerdy I thought awesome I like him even more
Talked for a while pictures were sent
And out with a bang my heart it went
Sexual texts were exchanged a lot
Hearing me cum was apparently was hot
Sexted quite a bit before we met
You didn’t get to know me before
But you asked can I fuck you yet?
After now you’d think a girl would learn movies and cuddles
Does not mean that unless it involves laying on your back
You invited me over I was so excited
I even got dressed up
If you know me that’s pretty rare especially with makeup and nice hair
I looked so good and felt so confident
Normally I struggle with self confidence
I got there it was late
Walked me into your room ready for our date
I hugged you and we laid down
Kissed me once you tasted of weed
Can I kiss you again this time with tongue? I agreed
You didn’t have a movie on
When you kissed me you tried to put your hand down
I told you no I’m here for a movie marathon
Thought we would spend the night cuddling
Was only there for an hour
Before you told me I should get going
Hearing those words I felt my heart crushing
Decided to say fuck it
Take off my pants and do this shit
As you fucked me I felt awful disgusting and used
I was so confused
You laid on top of me for a good while
The worst sex I ever had
I felt nothing but sad
After it was over we didn’t cuddle
You threw me my clothes in a tussle
You made me feel like a wounded animal
Tattered and broken left me for dead
Nothing left is salvageable my skin has begun to shred
Walked me out hugged me goodbye
Ill be perfectly fine
I lie
Got in my car pulled out and began to cry
Why do people like to hurt me, see me cry, take advantage,
Take the blade and watch me die
I’m too trusting to innocent and sweet
With a open heart I love so deep
Done with the pain done with the torture
It’s time for me to get my life in order.
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