Here we go again I thought
He’s so different from the rest my brain and heart fought
So nice and handsome I fell so fast
He has to be different from the guys in the past
Talked and bonded over our kids and partners
I realized that you were quite the charmer
You were sweet, romantic, and most of all cute
Probably shouldn’t have taken a bite of that forbidden fruit
The first time we hung out it was so late
Asked me when you could take me on a date
I had a rough time that night, I just got out of a bad meet up
You texted and said “I’ll pick you up”
Took you to my favorite spot to see all the lights
Sitting beside you in your truck felt so right
You asked to hold my hand
When we finally kissed
My head spinned
Felt like I committed a deathly sin
Kissed the whole night
Argued over who was cuter
I fell in love with your sense of humor
Your smile tasted of cigarettes and sin
Yet every time you made me fall in
Got home you texted me “I’m sorry, my wife does not approve”
Oh okay I I replied feeling so confused
Days go by I never messaged you
Finally one day you messaged me hi
I was so happy that day I almost cried
We talked again all day and night
Decided to meet up you missed me right?
Went back to the spot this time
You kissed me quite a lot
One thing led to another
Told me I was pretty, cute, sexy
As we both breathed heavily
After it was over I went and dropped you off
Kissed me in the driveway before I pulled away
Text me when you get home safe you say
I drive home smiling remembering the night
Trying not to swerve smiling from delight
Texted you I was home you said “goodnight hun”
Didn’t know that would be the last time we have fun
Message received the next day
“Hey I’m sorry but my wife isn’t okay”
Oh okay I replied my heart shattered at the words
I’m sorry you say
It doesn’t matter I’m used to the pain
Next time you try this please keep in mind
I’m a person with feelings
Know what you want and don’t waste my time.