Steps

Sometimes at night I sit outside

I sit on the steps where we we sat

Looking out into the yard

Sometimes I begin to cry hard

I think how could someone who loved me once could hurt me so much

I see myself that night 6 tequila shots in

I wanted to look at the stars I didn’t go too far

You watched me the whole time

When I came back to you

Sitting there felt so right

I told you I missed you under my tears

You held me close and said you know

Then why did you fucking go?

You held me so tight

But then dropped me without a fight

You left me with the taste of your kiss on my lips

I miss you I miss us.

That night when we had sex

I thought it would be beautiful

Like Alli and Noah in the Notebook

Don’t ever go back with an ex

After 9 years of being apart

I made a mistake

After it ended the first thing you said to me was “I need to text my brother”

You’re welcome for being a rebound

You loved me long ago I remember it well

You would have done anything for me that’s partly why I fell

Why are you still in my head

Sometimes I wish I was dead

I don’t want to see you or hear your name

Glad I was a two night game

Get out of my head

So I can finally move on

I can’t wait till your gone