The Choice

What am I to you?

A girl that you want

Or a girl you only want to do

You’re fucking with my head

I’m becoming so unglued

You told me that you wanted a break

Okay, but I fell for you was that a mistake?

One word responses make me feel awful

What you are doing is starting to feeling unlawful

I sit here everyday waiting for some sort of text from you

But I get nothing, it’s like I’m invisible and being used

I said I would wait for you but this is is not what I agreed to

I want you to actually want me like I’m not just some girl

I miss how we talked before

Telling me how I drive you crazy

Or the pics I sent you were “so sexy”

Was I not what you were expecting?

If that is the real reason tell me so I can stop obsessing

I miss you. You are mysterious and so hard to read

How are you just sitting there making me bleed?

I’m so attracted to you it physically hurts

Feeling like you don’t want me is honestly worse

I just want to hear your voice

But only by choice

I miss my fingers tracing your skin

Or how you kissed me and leaned way in

Your nervousness is attractive

Your shivering is radioactive

I want to wait for you so we can try again

But I don’t know how much longer I can take the pain

Please hurry up and make up your mind

Because if you don’t do it soon I Will.

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Hello Readers! My name is Lyssa. I have always wanted to be an author, ever since I could remember. I mostly write poetry, but I have a few books in the works. At age 27, I decided to continue my education for English and literature. I like to call myself the "Taylor Swift" of poetry. I appreciate everyone who has been supporting me with the comments and the likes. You guys give me hope that one day I'll be able to do this for a living. If you want to support in more ways. You can find my first ever poetry book on Amazon titled "All Her Scars." If you want to donate $ to a broke English major, you are more than welcome my cashapp is Allykitty13131313. Thank you so much. <3

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