What am I to you?
A girl that you want
Or a girl you only want to do
You’re fucking with my head
I’m becoming so unglued
You told me that you wanted a break
Okay, but I fell for you was that a mistake?
One word responses make me feel awful
What you are doing is starting to feeling unlawful
I sit here everyday waiting for some sort of text from you
But I get nothing, it’s like I’m invisible and being used
I said I would wait for you but this is is not what I agreed to
I want you to actually want me like I’m not just some girl
I miss how we talked before
Telling me how I drive you crazy
Or the pics I sent you were “so sexy”
Was I not what you were expecting?
If that is the real reason tell me so I can stop obsessing
I miss you. You are mysterious and so hard to read
How are you just sitting there making me bleed?
I’m so attracted to you it physically hurts
Feeling like you don’t want me is honestly worse
I just want to hear your voice
But only by choice
I miss my fingers tracing your skin
Or how you kissed me and leaned way in
Your nervousness is attractive
Your shivering is radioactive
I want to wait for you so we can try again
But I don’t know how much longer I can take the pain
Please hurry up and make up your mind
Because if you don’t do it soon I Will.