Does happy mean lonely?

I am the happiest I have ever beenLiving life in the serene I get coffee at pretty shopsI go out and buy vintage topsI write and read and do everything in betweenI go out to eat and get myself little treatsI go thrifting for treasures, paying time, no measuresI lay in the sun and pick

Bruise

In my heart, there’s an outline of you.I tried to fix it but nowadays it only knows black and blue.I really love him but I know I miss you.I wish you the best I really do it’s just the emptiness in my chest. It feels like an open wound, only lessening when I’m with you.

Do shadows cry?

Dark skies Crystal droplets Hitting my window. There I see it Hiding within me My shadow. Staring into my eyes Shades of blue and green Looking back at me. I notice nothing but How dark they’ve gotten Dead like the sea. I try to get them to lighten Droplets are now falling Falling onto my

Bipolar 2

I hate being bipolarOne minute, I feel as high as a high rollerThe next, I am screaming at the oncoming darkness“NO NO NO you aren’t taking me this time.”I yell with intensnessBut without a doubt, no matter how hard I fight or how loud I screamI drown in the dark.

Haven’t I outgrown you yet?

It’s been 2 years since you left me with nothing but our memories. We went from dating to enemies to lovers and then back to enemies. You took my whole heart with you when you up and left. You look so happy while I lay here in my bed depressed. Yet somehow your name looks